do over

if i could have a do over of today
i would pay whatever it would cost
my heart is broken
i am spent
i am hurt, offended, and sad
i can't stop crying every time
i think of my meeting today at
the hospital. my goal is to make
it thru one more day at work.
today i let out random sobs
and continually wiped my eyes

i am thankful for savan
my dogs
my friends
my store....

maybe tomorrow i will be more okay

right now i just need a do-over